Rosenstern's Background
The being who would be known briefly as Kabatstselael (from Hebrew,
"Chabatstseleth" or 'rose,' thus almost literally, "Rose of God") was
initially sent to Earth along the shores of the Danube. One of the first
things he did was to look up into Earth's night sky and decide that each
star was an angel. It was a young and silly thought, he knew, since he
was already developed enough to realize the stars were distant suns,
light-years away... but that didn't concern him too much. He knew what
they were; but he also gave them a symbolic meaning.
He fledged as an Intercessionist relatively early, much to the
consternation of some of the other angels in the region. Still, he was
welcomed into their ranks and instructed as one of Novalis' own, though
he was closely watched for his own protection.
In 1703 he was given his first assignment as a gardener for the
Ratisbon Schottenklöster monastery. Things went well for thirty
years, and Kabatstselael was well known to the townsfolk and monks. It was
during this time he took the name "Rosenstern" -- literally, "Star-Roses"
-- as it seemed to fit him so much better. He would often be in the garden
sky gazing, so the name seemed fitting for his earthly Role. Since that
time, his "true" Celestial name has become mostly forgotten, except by
those who actually knew him way back when. Amongst that number were an
Elohite of Trade, and a Cherub of the Sword who was the protector of
the Ratisbon monastery.
All didn't go too well, however... one night there were visitors to
the lovely garden -- Rosie took his gardening extremely seriously. The
young Mercurian went to them to offer comfort if they needed it, or just
company. As it turned out, they wanted neither. They were Soldiers of
Hell in service to Corruption, and they had heard from their Impudite and
Calabite "handlers" of how nice a garden the monastery had. They decided
to vandalize the garden, and were in the process of this when Rosenstern
came upon them. The young Mercurian was hardly pleased, and forgot the
first rule of being an Intercessionist: you don't hurt humans.
When the dust settled, Rosie's vessel was a bit battered, one of the
Soldiers was running off, and the other had a head injury from fallen
stonework. Unfortunately, despite Rosie's efforts and a lack of spare
Essence on his part, the Soldier died.
Normally, when one of Novalis' angels becomes dissonant, they get
called back to Heaven, are counseled, work off their dissonance, and
return to their work. This is what happened to Rosie as well... but
he asked to have an additional penalty imposed upon him. Since he had
fledged much earlier than normal, he requested time to meditate and ponder
things before he once again returned to interacting with mortals. Novalis,
a little reluctantly (but perhaps knowingly) permitted this, and Rosie
became the lay-brother gardener for the Ratisbon monastery, spending
one hundred years within the walls of the monastery.
During this time, he was protected by the presence of the various
Cherubs of the Sword who guarded the monastery. The monks, who were aware
of the War themselves, grew to accept their gardener being an angel who
would do no more than talk with them. In the end, Rosie tended not only
the decorative foliage but also their food-gardens, talked with those
monks who had not taken vows of silence, meditated within the cloisters
and, late at night, lay awake and stargaze.
At the end of the hundred years, he and Novalis felt that he was ready
to return to his choral duties for Flowers. One night soon thereafter
his Mutter came to him in the monastery, and granted him the
Numinous Corpus... for his dedication to his penance, for the little
things he found so important to do right in the time of his penance, for
how seriously he took his work. He indulged a little, in celebration --
that night, in the mountains nearby, in overcast skies where nobody was
watching, Rosie was closer to the stars than he ever had been.
That was in 1855. That year, along with one of Novalis' Elohim, an
Eliite Cherub who would become attuned to the castle, an Ofanite of Stone,
and a Menunite and Seraph of Dreams, he went to the Pollat Gorge to help
oversee the planning and construction of Neuschwanstein. There were some
issues with demons -- in particular, Beleth sought to cause Neuschwanstein
to be destroyed -- but they were mostly thwarted. Unfortunately, the death
of King Ludwig Konig in 1886 left the nearly-finished castle uncompleted,
and the angels were forced to disband.
The Great War was not kind to Europe, though fortunately what Rosie
saw was minor and distant. He remained very far from the fighting,
helping families rebuild from a chaos he only heard about and didn't
see. Mostly he tended gardens, provided flowers for courts and churches,
and did what he could to keep peoples' spirits up. Through it all there
was always another, much more experienced angel with him. Usually it
was another Novalite, but sometimes it was an angel of Trade, Creation,
or Dreams -- even an angel of Jordi was there once -- to keep him from
having to deal with the more violent elements that began to abound.
During those difficult times, Rosie and the other German angels ended
up more often than not trying to clean up after Malphas' Servitors'
work. Weimar Germany was a hotbed of factions, with the Stahlhelm,
Natzionalsocialist Deutschearbeiterparti, and others vying for control
in a discontented culture. Rosie called for assistance, but all over
the world it was becoming harder and harder.
It was under instructions from Yves that Novalis kept Rosie and her
other Intercessionists from going to Munich that day. Indeed, for most
of the rest of the Weimar period and the Second World War he was kept
away from Berlin and the surrounding areas. He was certainly a sensitive
soul, and perhaps Novalis and Yves realized that he and others like him,
while very badly needed for their beliefs and relative innocence -- so
important to future work -- would be devastated if they were directly
exposed to what was happening. Rosenstern in particular, due to his
attachment to Germany, would have been appalled at what he saw.
The young angel knew none of this, of course. He would always wonder
why Destiny and Flowers kept him and other Intercessionists in Heaven,
though he would later read the history of what happened. Indeed, the
Second World War was a hard one for all Friends of Man in Europe. Rosie
spent most of it in Heaven, doing work for Flowers. He was thus not
exposed to much of the devastation wrought, and did not work with the
streams of blessed but very unhappy souls which poured into Heaven during
that time. He still had faith in humanity.
He returned to Earth in 1952, spending a little time (more nostalgic
than anything) in Ratisbon and along the Danube before moving to
Berlin. Again, he was mostly a gardener, but he also began expanding his
portfolio somewhat, interacting more with humanity. It was during this
time there was a minor plot undertaken by some demons of Factions to
instigate trouble between the East and West German authorities. While
this would doubtless fail to cause any sort of international incident
between NATO and the Warsaw Pact, it would certainly cause trouble for
the celestials working on both sides of the Berlin Wall.
Though it made him more nervous than he'd ever been, and risked
attracting the attention of the Game, Rosie managed to rise to the
occasion. He served as a courier for the angelic hosts between both
sides of the Berlin Wall. Of course, for almost all of this time he
was well-protected by other angels, but for the first time it was for
a reason other than him being delicate and fragile: he was actually
important to them. His Role of a florist made him innocuous even
to the East German border guards, who let him through repeatedly, never
realizing he was a courier as well.
It was this year of work which made Rosenstern one of Novalis' favored
servitors -- though it can be argued that all of Mom's Servitors are
favored, in their own way. At that point he was taken up to Heaven for
several years, working with the newly-arrived blessed souls; shortly
after he was sent down to help with the 'flower children' movement.
Rosie made an unusual hippie; having lived through the Great War and
the celestial and ethereal tragedy surrounding Neuschwanstein, he had
a slightly better appreciation of the more warlike angels than most of
Flowers' own. Still, he was much, much more comfortable without having
to actually fight.
He was sent down to Arizona to start this work and see it through
to the end. Someone had been causing the peace demonstrations to turn
violent, and this bothered everyone in service to Flowers greatly. Rosie
went down to Earth to try and help find out what was going on and, if
possible, to help stop it. During his time on Earth, early on he met
(much to his consternation) a tough Malakite of War named Ellie. Though
the two were about as mismatched a pair of Celestials as could be,
they became acquaintances and helped each other out a few times
during the chaotic period of the peace demonstrations. It was during
one of these demonstrations that Rosie ran into -- almost literally --
a Seraph of Stone who had also just arrived in Phoenix, though via a
different route....
Rosenstern's Questionnaire
What's your name?
Rosenstern. I know, I know, it's a mortal name, *laugh* -I'm
perfectly happy with it. It's kind of fitting, you know? "Rosen," of
course, German for "roses" -- Novalis likes that. And "stern," German for
"star." So... roughly Star-Roses. Oh... you mean my True Name? Heavens,
I haven't used it in such a long time. Nobody does, really. It's
Kabatstselael, which roughly means "Rose of God." Very roughly.
What does your vessel look like -- gender, height, weight, apparent
age, hair, eyes, skin, etc.?
Let's see... I would be called male, just about six feet tall, about
early thirties. I've got a nice mane of auburn hair, long but neat,
brushing my shoulders. Green eyes, dusky skin... not bad looking,
all told, though that's not why I chose that form. No, really, it
isn't! *sigh* Anyway, where was I? Oh, yes. I know it's likely
that when I'm in the mortal realms I'll be involved in a lot of messy
things. That's to be expected, I'm there on business after all -- but
that doesn't mean I shouldn't look my best. A green shirt with dark brown
pants, and a matching vest. Loafers on my feet. It probably wouldn't stand
up to a fight, but I'm not planning on getting into any, now, am I?
What is your earthly Role?
Well, traditionally I've helped mortals to create gardens together,
to use them as gathering spaces and places to enjoy each others' company
peacefully and in joy. Of late I've worked to help maintain botanical
gardens and forests in the United States.
How old are you in actuality? What and when was your first earthly
assignment?
Age? That's a little hard to apply to celestials, you know. Well, all
the same, I've been on Earth for a while. Only about 200 or 300 years.
Have you always worked for your current Superior?
Novalis? For as long as I can remember.
Have you ever erred seriously under this Superior?
Well... once, yes. I had fledged a bit early -- I'm not entirely sure
why, but in 1702 I fledged from a Reliever to an Intercessionist. Some
of the angels in Germany were worried that I fledged too early, but I
was still welcomed.
My first assignment was to tend the gardens at the Ratisbon monastery,
one of the few Scotch monasteries in Germany. Since it was important,
the garden was important too. Mutter -- that is, Novalis, sent me there
to tend to the garden. I think it was a goodwill arrangement with the
Sword, but I never asked. I was just glad to do it.
Well, apparently I did my job too well. One night I came upon a pair
of Soldiers of Hell vandalizing the garden. I... lost it. I got angry,
very angry, and the next thing I remember clearly, I was beaten up a
bit, one of the Soldiers was running away, and the other was dying,
from stonework that had fallen on him during the fighting. I tried to
help him, I really did, but I had used too much Essence in the fight,
and I wasn't skilled enough with the Corporeal Song of Healing. He died,
and I could feel the guilt jarring myself, against my nature.
Mom and I talked about it, and we both agreed that I should spend
some time meditating on this, thinking about it, seeing where I went
wrong and letting myself more fully develop as an angel before I would
go out amongst mortals again. It would only be a short time -- well,
a relatively short time; a hundred years or so -- and I would remain
in the Ratisbon monastery for that time. I would not be permitted to
manifest celestially. I would not be permitted to use Songs. I would
not advance in Forces.
I spent one hundred years there, talking with the monks, meditating,
tending their food-garden as well as the more decorative gardens. They
knew I was an angel; the monks were aware of the War. I talked with them,
did what I could for them, though I was still young and there's only so
much I could say or do for them. But... in a sense I know I welcomed
it. I was glad for the chance to properly study my nature and myself,
and become more in tune with it. At the end, Novalis came and released
me from my penance, and granted me the Numinous Corpus for... well,
for sticking to my penance, and for doing what I could for the monks.
What is your working relationship with your Superior like?
I like working for Novalis. She has a wonderful, very, well... "earthy"
feel for the mortals, and for making their lives a little easier.
Would you be interested in service to a different Superior?
Uhm... no. Definitely not. Maybe I've just gotten used to Novalis'
way of doing things.
What do you think your Superior would say are your greatest
strengths and weaknesses?
That's a hard one. I don't think anyone can like the mortals more
than Novalis, but some of the celestials I've worked with have said I
care about them too much. Ugh, some of Michael's warbrands like harping
on that to me. But I can't help it. It's my nature. The mortals... you
can't put them through suffering all the time. *sigh* I know,
I know... all the Hosts have their natures, all of us provide to the
Symphony. I'm not foolish enough to say that there's no place for war
and stoicism, and that there's no place for suffering. Even a tree needs
to be properly pruned now and then, after all.
If you were assigned a Word today, what would it be?
*laugh* I've been a "generalist" for so long, I'm not sure
what Word it would be. I'll have to get back to you on that.
Do you have the ambition to seek a Word?
I'm perfectly happy to let it come to me when Novalis and I feel
I'm ready. Which may be a very long while, but that doesn't bother me,
really.
Do you have friends on the Other Side? Does your Superior
know?
Friends? Well... no, not really. I've run into a few of the Lilim
-- hard not to. I mean, mortals sometimes associate flowers with
coupling. Usually the Lilim end up disappointed, since flowers aren't
used as a preamble to coupling like some of the younger Lilim think
they are. But anywhere there's joy and happiness, there'll probably be
a Lilim around somewhere. Or an Impudite.
I'm still confused as to what to do when I run into them. I'm not
a fighter; I can't just up and attack them. But at the same time they
pervert everything that... well, everything that makes me who I am. I've
heard of Seraphim getting incredibly persnickety when they run into
Balseraphs, to the point where the duels are almost mythic. You don't
hear the same thing going on about Friends and Takers, really. So I
usually tell the nearest, more fighting-inclined angel; I haven't yet
tried to take an Impudite on my own.
Still, sometimes I haven't even been able to do that, so there's been
an... uncomfortable avoidance of fighting when I run into a Taker -- and
yet I'm comfortable with not fighting them. You get to know the people in
the neighborhood, you know? Even if they are... the Other Side. You make
contacts. I'm glad, though, that it's mostly been Lilim I've had to deal
with. And some Impudites. I'd have my hands full if somehow I ran into
a Calabite. But Calabites and flowers don't seem to mix. Fortunately. I
don't really relish trying to convince one of them to not make a mess
of things. But *sigh* I'd try. It's what I do.
How do you feel about Demons in general? Are there Bands or Princes
to whom you're more opposed than others?
Well... the Calabim are horrors, surely. I can't stand
them. They destroy, destroy, destroy. Nothing spreads sorrow like
destruction. They'll tramp all over the gardens of the Earth with nary
a second glance. But that's just on general terms. Personally, I have
nothing against the Fallen Ofanim. It's the Impudites who bother me on
a deep, deep level. As for princes... Kobal. Oh, Novalis is opposed to
Malphas, of course, and so I am too. Discord spreads chaos and discontent,
sorrow and suffering -- you should have seen the mess he made in Weimar
Germany!
But Kobal... he's my personal pet peeve. How many people have
been shattered by someone laughing at them, taking advantage of their
misfortune, all to satisfy some wicked sense of humor? It's abhorrent;
it's disgusting. I have no sympathy for what will happen to Kobal.
Are there specific Attunements, Songs, Skills, etc., which you
don't currently have but are pursuing?
Someday, perhaps, I would like to learn to fashion the Crown of
Flowers. I know, it's pretty silly -- here we are in a veritable
war. What's a few minutes of happiness going to do for anyone? Well,
I feel that there's more to joy than the emotion. There are the effects
of that joy, which can last for much, much longer. I would need to
learn more, though, before I can use such a thing appropriately. Joy,
like Michael's swords, are not to be distributed with abandon.
What's your general opinion of mortals?
I feel for them, deeply and strongly. They are bound to Earth for a
reason. They have a special role in the Symphony.
What about the whole sex thing? Have you ever had sex with a
mortal?
Well, I'm a Mercurian, not a Lilim. But it certainly isn't a bad
thing. The mortals I have been with, I have never left in anything like a
bad way; we enjoyed each other's presence, then parted our ways amicably
and, I like to hope, the both of us the better for the time.
Have you ever killed a mortal?
What in the...? No, never! Of all the cursed things... I'm very highly
insulted you even thought to ask me that! The very idea is abhorrent to
me! It's bad enough other angels kill mortals now and then, even if they
say it's 'necessary.'
But... saying that... the idea is very much anathema to me, but I
have to admit... I did cause the death, indirectly, of that Soldier. I
won't let my actions be the cause of anything like that again.
What's your attitude towards mortal laws?
They are often more harm than help to them. A poorly written law
can cause untold suffering. But a well-written law can create a good,
harmonious community. There are just so few of those.
Religions?
*sigh* Too many religions caused so much strife in the world,
but... there's no helping that. It's sadly inevitable, but maybe we can
make some good from the differences.
Sin?
That's a rather broad term. Sin in mortals' eyes, or sin in Celestials'
eyes?
Are there mortal habits which you've acquired?
Well... does stopping to smell the flowers count? *laugh* I
drive some of my companions crazy doing that, but I can't help it. And
I occasionally sleep. Dreams can make for a very interesting reflection
on one's self and the world around.
What about God? What's up with Him?
He's the Primum Immobile, the Joyful Sower and the Sorrowful Reaper,
that which is our central, guiding light. I'll spare you what other
angels see as the 'silly flower' philosophy of Novalis.
And Lucifer? What's his deal?
You know he used to be an angel. Well, of course you knew that,
but... he had been meant to help humanity. That was his role, his
position. I know he was a Seraph, one of the Most Holy, and now
the Arch-Balseraph, but I sometimes find myself thinking... was he a
Mercurian? They say he's a Balseraph now, but was he once the same choir
as I am?
Have you ever doubted God's wisdom or questioned your place in the
Symphony? What if God was one of us? Just a slob like one of us?
I believe that God's been where we are, in a sense. I mean, I'm sure
God gets out and around, just very quietly. He's been there. He's seen
what we've seen. I can't really question that.
Do you like to fight? Are you good at it?
Uhm, no. And no. Next question.
With what musical instrument do you associate your part in the
Symphony? What musical style?
*laugh* Myself, of course! You don't need a musical instrument
to play in the Symphony. It is its own music. The players are their
own instruments.
Do mortals have free will? What about Celestials?
Of course they do. What entity in their right mind would be so
disharmonious as to put others through suffering? ...uhm, let me get
back to you on that second one...
Who's your best friend? Worst enemy? Most hated rival?
I've fortunately not made any significant enemies or rivals in my
time.
You're told that the Game is investigating you. How do you
react?
Er... let them? I don't really have anything to hide. Novalis knows
anything I've done that might be questionable, and why in the world would
the Game be investigating me? Well, all right, there was that time in
Berlin, but that was a long time ago, and I wasn't going to let them
catch me! Okay, it would make me nervous.
What if they're investigating your best friend?
I would be surprised if they didn't keep tabs on all angels, but it
would bother me, greatly. I'd do everything I could to keep them away
from the Game.
Have you ever accumulated significant Dissonance, or even
Discord?
You already know the answer to this, I'm afraid.
Your best friend is perilously close to Tripping, even Falling. How
do you handle it? What if he or she has already Fallen? Has a friend of
yours ever Tripped or Fallen?
I'd do what I can to hold him back from the brink, of course. If they'd
already Fallen... well, I guess I'll have my first friend on the Other
Side, wouldn't I? I would do what I can to pull them back. If there is
one thing that I have learned, it's that the souls of mortals do not
ascend with selfishness, but rather with sacrifice and love.
Is there anything that could make you defy the will of your
Superior? What about the Will of God? What if you're ordered to perform
actions which run contrary to your deepest individual commitments?
...Novalis is the last one I would ever want to disappoint, right
after God. This isn't a vacation; angels do not get vacations. Well, not
per se. My nature can't take a vacation, and what I do is my nature. Next
question, please.
If you could eradicate one sin in the corporeal realm, what would
it be? What if you could maximize one virtue?
One sin? I didn't know there was really a level of categorization.
Is there a mortal whose character you particularly admire?
None in particular. They're all admirable in their own way.
Despise?
*sigh* And, yes, they all have something despicable about
them in their own way. Maybe that's one of the reasons why we love them
so much.
What do you do when you don't have a specific assignment?
*laugh* I work with flowers there, when I can, and do what I
can to ease suffering. I know I seem like I have a one-track mind. But
I'm an angel; unlike mortals I don't have the blessed ignorance of what
my purpose in life is.
With whom do you associate if the choice is entirely yours?
Mortals. I spend time in the earthly realms, just... well, living. Yes,
it reminds me of the time I did penance, but not in a bad way! The hearts
and minds and souls of mortals are what the Symphony is all about.
With whom do you prefer not to associate?
*uncomfortable shifting* Well, there are a few choirs of angels
I could cheerfully let carry on far and away from where I am. Of course,
Impudites I would cheerfully avoid. Or at least, that's what I think I
would say.
How do you dress? Do you pay much attention to mortal fashion? Do
you have any tattoos or piercings?
I pay some attention... I dress as appropriate. When approaching many
mortals, you have to be in a form and fashion so that they'll listen
to you. A broker on the stock market running the risk of corruption --
I know, sounds already like a lost cause, doesn't he? -- isn't going
to give a bum a second glance, even if that bum were shouting out the
Higher Powers' Truth. He would need to be approached by someone he at
first perceives as an equal. Fashion is just the foot used to get in the
door, of course. A proper mortal wouldn't mind what a person was wearing,
if they heard the Truth from them.
Assuming for a moment that you enjoy mortal entertainment, what's
your favorite movie? Book? Album?
I don't watch movies much. I watch people who watch movies. As for
books, they're very good for getting into the mind of the author. Yes,
I see them more as tools than as something to enjoy, I imagine. Music
is another thing entirely, though. I love music!
If you had to compare yourself to a media personality, who would
it be?
Uhm... I wouldn't, I don't think.
Is there a media personality who screams "NYBBAS"?
Several, but nothing I have definite proof of...
Do you eat or drink? Smoke? Use drugs? Details, please,
thanks.
I eat, I drink, when in human company. I can enjoy food and drink, as
well. I don't smoke, though fire doesn't seem to like me too much. There
are some vegetables and plants that have some iiiiiinteresting effects
on mortal bodies.
Do you know what "felching" is? Who the fuck thinks of
that? Seriously, that's fucked up.
I imagine now would be a good time to forgo the request of 'next
question' and go right to 'end of interview.'